Gigolo-going-to- be

Thanks to the event, i'm chatting with everyone in my FB friends list as if i know them for ages. Dammit, i feel like i'm a gigolo, spending time and effort to start a conversation with my customers for money/intention. And the funniest part, i thought she was A, realizing that she is B after 1 hour of ice-breaking (trying to be as if we are very close) sessions. Shit!!!!!

Second type, basically ignore me, or linking my conversation to all the previous memories, i mean bad one. All of a sudden, i become a jerk to them. I feel like i'm an insurance agent, trying to hard sell and promote my ideas and products (which is partly true). Gosh, it is so embarrassing, especially when she said 'Dear' and 'Let's go out for dinner one day'. Holy cow, i'm a gigolo now!!!!!!

(p/s - i never realized that i have the ability to chat with strangers on random stuff. Guess that is the lesson one in 'How to tackle a girl, For dummies, nerds and introverts'. Should apply this technique in clubs and pubs, not to beg people to join my event ;p)