Miracles

The only weakness a human, especially one with a logical and rational mind, will have is thinking too much. I had to admit about my perfectionist attitude that usually lead to inevitable stress and pressure. Human like me will need to have more than one alternative plan, considering pros and cons for every single step, trying to avoid making mistakes, worrying about revealing the stupidity and taking time to make sure that the path in front of me is the most secure i can get.

Result? I lose my dreams, i lose my imagination, i lose my desire, i lose my expectation on miracle. Easy ya, if you are those who are skeptical about things that you can't see, you will start to lose your faith on miracle, which is something that you can't see.

I am currently in a groupwork and during the planning stage, it is very obvious to see me, worrying for every single details. Honestly, i have doubt that our event ( Adver time : http://www.helpfriday13th.blogspot.com/ ) is not capable to be as gala as it is now. The moment when i am worrying about budget and sponsorship, miracles happen. All the sponsorships pop out from no where and things are just getting better and better and better. (Guys, all of you are just brilliant!!!!!!)

Perhaps, sometime you just need to let go and let your Lady Luck guide you. I seriously regret for missing too many chances that may change my life if i have just close my eyes and follow my heart. I will be trying to close my part of brain that control logical thinking, so bear with me if i come out with any stupid things all in a sudden.

I wanna sing while playing guitar (Currently working on)

I wanna change a new car (Latio Implus, tell dad ya!!!)

I wanna get a new camera!!!!

I (really) wanna have long hair!!!!

I wanna go clubbing!!!!

I wanna grow taller

I wanna go to Bali and have beach party with bikini gals (0.o)

I wanna be lazy ( though i'm all the time)

I wanna kick N@zib 's ass



(The list is too long but thats what currently in my mind that i wanna do regardless what happen ;p)