Tearless

I realized that i have extremely high EQ. Is that a good thing? The high capability to suppress my emotion end up piercing myself. I thought i will care about the damages done. Maybe i learned helplessness.


For my 201 groupmates, i dont know whether or not i should trust anyone of you to work on the same objective. Still, i will remain inside the group, at least to make sure we go through the experiment. If anyone of you don't bother to work, or just show passion that is obviously fake, tell me ahead. Since i have done so many, i don't mind finishing the remaining. Don't worry, you won't be labelled as social loafer. Im too tired and not bother to go through such procedures.

Just be 100% on what you suppose to be

If you are a snake, don't bother to fly like a dragon. Just crawl. You will end up falling hard.

If you are a dragon, don't bother to crawl like a snake. Just fly. You will end up being a snake.

10 bucks

'I have ten bucks left in my wallet now.'

'I still have ten bucks left in my wallet now.'


Sounds alike?

The word 'still' makes all the difference. It symbolizes hope and expectation.


So, if you are in such deep sh*t, well you are still alive. There are always other sh*t that is worse than you, and you obviously know that you don't wanna be into it.

Btw, i really have ten bucks in my wallet, only. Ten bucks is always better than one bucks, ya ;p

Holes in Heart (From an article that i read)

There is a boy that couldn't control his temper. Everytime, he gets mad, he tend to use harsh and hurtful words on others scolding other as if they offense him. Realizing this problem, the child's dad teach him a way to eliminate his anger. He asks his son to hit a nail on the wooden wall everytime he wanna release his temper, according to his dad, hitting the nail is as 'pleasurable' as scolding others.

His son follows his dad's advice. Everytime he gets furious, he hit a nail on the wooden wall. Eventually, he realized that he is able to control his temper as he able to release all this frustration by hitting the nail, really hard, on the wall.

As days go by, the wooden wall is covered by hundreds of nails, indicating how often his son get mad, even on small and minor matters. His son is ashamed and begs his dad to enlighten him on how he can control his temper.

His dad is glad with his son's confession and asks him to remove a nail everytime he is able to suppress his anger. He follows. As days go by and the all of the nails are removed from the wooden wall, he runs toward his dad, expressing his 'achievement' and 'victory' over his bad temper.

'Go and take a look of the wooden wall'. The son realized that there are many holes on the wall. 'You may have removed all the nails that were on the wall, but as the repercussion, these leave the "innocent" wall nothing but holes. Like your words, you may express all these harsh and hurtful words to make yourself feel better but for the listeners, it pierced a hole in their heart. It is pointless to say sorry after committing such damage to your beloved one'

Just for your own sake and pleasure, you end up hurting someone. This action is equally to abusing your loved one physically to make you feel better. Once the hole is there, it is a tough job to fix it. There are many ways to express what you dislike, but hurting them verbally will only make it worse ;p


' You shouldn't commit what you dislike to others. Others will commit what they dislike to you, in return; Unless you like what they don't like, otherwise this war never ends'

Time to sleep, to worse

I realized that most of my posts are kinda long-written.

Time to change....


............ *yawn*
i saw blood veins inside my eyeballs. Going to explode soon, time to sleep.




Thanks *bow*

(This will definitely be the shortest posts even made ;P)

Too fast

This is what happens when you are so hectic at morning, all of the sudden, i realized that i suppose to be busy............

But what should i do???

There is always a reason when someone asked you not to be too busy and neglect things around you. The reason is when you stopped after you are tired, you realized that you are way ahead of other, and you are all alone, far far away from those that you know. You are in a deserted, isolated so-called dreamland, the destination that you had been always wanna to be.

I'm not born to be an excellent new environment adapter. It may takes some time for me to change mode. But it is not the first time, i used to and used to it.

I will wait, don't worry. Take your time and i will be waiting here.

How to be your parents' good boy?

If you know that your parents have a large amount of money, saved inside the bank for future retirement plan and you wish to withdraw it to buy the latest iphone (sorry, watch too much of chinese drama during holidays) or,

If you wanna get a new pair of shoes and you know your mom will rather buy more vegetables and let it rotten inside the fridge instead of getting you one or,

If you just wanna show and surprise your dad in order for you to go out and 'yum cha' till the mamak stall owner begs to shuu you away

This is what you need to do to erase all your bad record and reinstall good memory into your poor parents


STEP 1 = ONLY DO THE HOUSECHORES OCCANSIANALY

If you are those who do the housechores all the time at home, you will definetely wondering why your big bro get all the credit when he only wash one plate after he finish his meal. (For example, me :P)

Reason? Easy, same situation like when you give presents to your partner. If you give them presents on every single important day, eg, birthday, valentine, graduation, every 100 days, every months which basically kinda predictable, try not to give a present on one of the month if you are those who give presents every month. Chances are, good luck dude. Your partner will be expecting that and when they expect and dont recieve, your ears will need some extra barrier to block the complains.

So, if you usually do not do the housechores and suddenly unpredictablely (Is there such word??) you do things that you hate alot. This once in a blue moon 'holy ritual' will be stamped into your parents' memory.

STEP 2= ONLY DO IT WHEN THERE IS AN AUDIENCE

What the point of acting on the stage if there is no one watching it. Like any celebrities, they dont need to act how charming and lovely and cute they are all the time. What they need to do it is just pose and smile everytime the legion of fans and cameras occur. Thats enough to show everyone how charming, lovely and cute (since fans are basically think that celebrities do not act in public, they assume that the celebrites are like what they see on the stage all the time :P)

STEP 3= ONLY DO IT DURING DESPERATED/SPECIAL TIME

This works very well during festival days, whereby tons of 'visitors' come and invade your small habitat. Do what you are good at (ACTING LO, DUH) in front of the audience (FOLLOW STEP 2)and act like you help your parents alot since they will be tooooooo busy with other stuffs, your 'kindness' is very appreciated.

STEP 4= ONLY DO IT IF YOU KNOW/CONFIDENT IN DOING IT

If you are one of the freaking lazy and dumb sloth that never even been to the kitchen to cook a instant noodle, chances are you going to burn the whole kitchen and your pet the moment you touch the stove. My advise, dont do thing that you are not familiar with. Try to do things that looks and is easy eg, washing toilet and mopping floor. For sloths, such 'workload' can be consider as magnificant. You can still play inside the kicthen, but only under your mom survillence. You can act as if you wanna learn how to cook. Your mom will definitely hug and kiss you unless this is not the first time you use this trick. Also, since you dont always 'work', please beware that any major mistake will also be stamped along in your parents head. You wouldnt want your parents to ask you not to sweep the floor cos you broke the broom and accidently poke your little innonnce sis as you are sweeping.

STEP 5= ONLY DO IT WHEN YOU PROMISED

Like STEP 1, you dont need to do any housechores all the time, so if you really wanna prove to your parents that you have change so they can get you PS3, promise them that you will do (fill in the blank) during (fill in the blank). This gives you more time to expect what you are going to do and time for your audience to watch. After you have done as you have promised, the next time when you were asked to do the same thing and if you decline, there is another additional excuse for you (I dont promise you to do that wat, so it is ok for me not to do)

This is kinda classical conditioning, forming a certain pattern which eventually your parents know that you can be depend on and also will do what they ask you to do, after passing through certain 'stimulus' :P

(I really feel sorry for the parents, volunteering is just not inside their kids' genes)