Wednesday, December 2, 2009

War before holy-day

Homesick now. This is what happen when you enjoyed a brilliant and tension-free holiday before you return to the battlefield. Hang on, almost end. The war almost end

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Psychology is tough, really tough

I may not score good grades in Psychology course, but I definitely learn how to be better person in the end of the course.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Tearless

I realized that i have extremely high EQ. Is that a good thing? The high capability to suppress my emotion end up piercing myself. I thought i will care about the damages done. Maybe i learned helplessness.


For my 201 groupmates, i dont know whether or not i should trust anyone of you to work on the same objective. Still, i will remain inside the group, at least to make sure we go through the experiment. If anyone of you don't bother to work, or just show passion that is obviously fake, tell me ahead. Since i have done so many, i don't mind finishing the remaining. Don't worry, you won't be labelled as social loafer. Im too tired and not bother to go through such procedures.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Just be 100% on what you suppose to be

If you are a snake, don't bother to fly like a dragon. Just crawl. You will end up falling hard.

If you are a dragon, don't bother to crawl like a snake. Just fly. You will end up being a snake.


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

10 bucks

'I have ten bucks left in my wallet now.'

'I still have ten bucks left in my wallet now.'


Sounds alike?

The word 'still' makes all the difference. It symbolizes hope and expectation.


So, if you are in such deep sh*t, well you are still alive. There are always other sh*t that is worse than you, and you obviously know that you don't wanna be into it.

Btw, i really have ten bucks in my wallet, only. Ten bucks is always better than one bucks, ya ;p

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Holes in Heart (From an article that i read)

There is a boy that couldn't control his temper. Everytime, he gets mad, he tend to use harsh and hurtful words on others scolding other as if they offense him. Realizing this problem, the child's dad teach him a way to eliminate his anger. He asks his son to hit a nail on the wooden wall everytime he wanna release his temper, according to his dad, hitting the nail is as 'pleasurable' as scolding others.

His son follows his dad's advice. Everytime he gets furious, he hit a nail on the wooden wall. Eventually, he realized that he is able to control his temper as he able to release all this frustration by hitting the nail, really hard, on the wall.

As days go by, the wooden wall is covered by hundreds of nails, indicating how often his son get mad, even on small and minor matters. His son is ashamed and begs his dad to enlighten him on how he can control his temper.

His dad is glad with his son's confession and asks him to remove a nail everytime he is able to suppress his anger. He follows. As days go by and the all of the nails are removed from the wooden wall, he runs toward his dad, expressing his 'achievement' and 'victory' over his bad temper.

'Go and take a look of the wooden wall'. The son realized that there are many holes on the wall. 'You may have removed all the nails that were on the wall, but as the repercussion, these leave the "innocent" wall nothing but holes. Like your words, you may express all these harsh and hurtful words to make yourself feel better but for the listeners, it pierced a hole in their heart. It is pointless to say sorry after committing such damage to your beloved one'

Just for your own sake and pleasure, you end up hurting someone. This action is equally to abusing your loved one physically to make you feel better. Once the hole is there, it is a tough job to fix it. There are many ways to express what you dislike, but hurting them verbally will only make it worse ;p


' You shouldn't commit what you dislike to others. Others will commit what they dislike to you, in return; Unless you like what they don't like, otherwise this war never ends'

Monday, September 14, 2009

Time to sleep, to worse

I realized that most of my posts are kinda long-written.

Time to change....


............ *yawn*
i saw blood veins inside my eyeballs. Going to explode soon, time to sleep.




Thanks *bow*

(This will definitely be the shortest posts even made ;P)